i was in 2nd year high school when i meet LEE,and he was in fourth year high school at the same time he was the heartthrob of the campus.because i am not pretty enough i was shock when he began to court with me and because of my feelings for him i said yes!!
at first it was really hard for me the fact that he is too handsome just to be with me.but he show me that behind all the feed backs that we've heard he still love me .i give everything to her and he did everything for me.
-we are celebrating our 6 months by that time when both of us drunk and the thing has just happened we have sex...then when i woke up she ask me why i am not virgin?????im scared and feeling cold...it takes an hour before i answered his question then i told him that when i was in elementary my uncle raped me....he took ma deeply breath and say's everything gonna be ok..he kiss my head and hug me tight.then he wipe my tears and and he speak again and say's "don't worry i accept of being what you are and i till love you" from what he have says i began to smile and feeling ok!
after those confrontation he become too sweet and more caring on me,
until it was feb.14 that time we are celebrating the valentines day in our campus,when i was blind date by someone.after an hour i don't understand the way he react and we are fighting to each other and i cannot get his point.then he back out and go home.i txt him but he did not reply and answered my call.
2 days come ..his friend name kim gave me a note and it was from lee, saying goodbye and thank you.i was really brokenhearted that time...every night i cried specially i remembered all the memories that we shared.but i need to continue my life ,...we never see each other again since the day she left me.and it comes to the time that i forgot him.
after i graduated in high school,i stopped a year before i enrolled in college.i was working in a pharmacy and my life become busy. it was my break that time and i am finished eating when my bestfriend ask me a favor that i will entertain her customer because her stomach is aching..
when i enter in the pharmacy and asked the customer i was very shock when i saw my customer faced...it was him!!!!with a pregnant girl ...they are so sweet all i did is just to smile and ask what kind of vitamins they want.then i did not notice that my tears begun to fall ..it is really hurt and my feelings are the same when she left me a year ago.i thought i forgot him.i thought my feelings was gone...i cried the whole day!but the time wasn't back and he never be mine again.and he have his own family..and i must set him free
now i am still studying in college taking up with my course...i forgot him but not totally still the pain is her...but i need to continue my life and dont look back with my past....i know i can do it through my friends
